This week has been the most difficult training since we
started almost four months ago. Every morning, our instructors wake us up with
emergency drills to make sure that we can take the appropriate steps in a low
oxygen environment. It’s been tough, but the repetition is really starting to
pay off.
Other than the training, I think the thing that’s getting to
me the most is the isolation. I have friends, sure, but it’s just not the same
as family and with only a few of us in the program and no outside media generate
discussion, there is only so much variety in our schedules to make things
interesting. This has truly been a test of our interpersonal skills and
fortitude.
Now that the date has been set, I really am nervous about
never seeing family and friends again… but other times, when I compare those
sacrifices to my life-long dream, I know in my heart it’s the thing I have to
do.
I hope these weekly writings will make it to my family. I
love you always.
~ Jilly
